| Thursday, |
[Mar. 4th, 2010|01:48 pm] |
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Hi I finally have so many breaks, i have nothing to do because not many people update their facebook stuff around this time and i've exhausted the few Friends episode I put in my ipod touch weekly and my brain is too tired to control my motor skills for the games. So I'm just listening to songs, stoning, but pretending to look really serious and deep in thinking. What a good day so far. EXCEPT for not being able to sleep last night eventhough i was physically and mentally tired. I haven't been able to sleep at night eventhough I'm so so tired. I just want to know why. No coffee, no tea. So why!?!
But anyway I shall forgive my body/brain for that. Because it's Alice in Wonderland in a few hours! A trippy show with johnnydepp would be so awesome. Bye love to everyone! |
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[Mar. 1st, 2010|12:24 am] |
FEBRUARY, YOU HAVE BEEN AWESOME.
Now for march, which i doubt will be anywhere near awesome, what with the horrible weather. But there's the march hols which i cannot cannot wait for. Time has passed by quite slowly though. But I'll say, let's just enjoy the ride for now.
(will put up photos here when i have the time.) |
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| Valentine's Day |
[Feb. 19th, 2010|04:20 pm] |
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Too awesome.
You are my new favourite love movie together with Love Actually and The Notebook and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind!! |
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| Love you very much. |
[Feb. 18th, 2010|01:08 am] |
Isa's 19th birthday last december.
Credits to hamaiza.
I feel like everyone's been on nice photo rolls lately! :D |
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| Do Re Mi |
[Feb. 18th, 2010|12:58 am] |
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| | Born slippy - underworld | ] |
Doe, a deer, a female deer.
Rae, the name of my cousin.
Mee goreng is so sedap.
Far, a long long way *I* have to run.
Soyabean, is not as nice as mee goreng.
La-mbat is so janji melayu.
Ti, ahmad likes to tidor alot.
And it brings you back to doe-oh-oh-oh.
Okay ah sorry. Was making this up at usual tamp starbux spot.
Say goodnight and go~ |
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| Dying, |
[Feb. 17th, 2010|12:58 am] |
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| | This Modern Love - Bloc Party | ] |
Lots of tension and drama. I'm tired of this.
(okay i just deleted a chunk of stuff because I know I'll regret it. My mouth can be too much ah when I get disturbed.)
Sometimes I'll realise that releasing my bit of tension here doesn't make anything, anyone nor me justified. |
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| 20TH BIRTHDAY |
[Feb. 16th, 2010|02:07 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | celebration guns - stars | ] |
Finally, I'm showing interest in blogs again.
First of all, MY 20TH BIRTHDAY. was. awesome. Thank you everyone for the amazing amazing awesome time. I love you everyone! Special thanks to isa ong :) Ipod touch, polaroid cam, surprise was SUPER AWESOME. Jellyfishes, many yays and thanks to you too!
Thanks also to farah/corne/benny for Breeks, book and amazing time! Wati for Eighteen Chefs and cardigan! Pao for the whole box of kinder bueno! Alia/ahmad for Pizza Hut and the long photo frame! And everyone else for the wish!
(haha i'm too much.) oh ya sorry ah for photo overload.
(farah where are Breeks photos!) |
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| 20TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION |
[Jan. 31st, 2010|12:42 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
I want to post photossss but isa forgot to pass me the camera. and my scanner needs installing. so not today!
TODAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION HEHEHEHE. I AM CLOSE TO BEING 20. YAY. Okay, not so much a yay to that. But YAY TO TODAY. Amazing awesome shizz. I wanna thank all you awesome people for being so awesome (icecream and halal bakkwa included (YA THEY HAVE SUCH THINGS)). And especially isa for the amazing plan. AND THE IPOD TOUCH AND POLAROID CAMERA.
IPOD TOUCH AND POLAROID CAMERA.
AWESOME TO THE MAX. I LOVE YOU MUCH I CAN DIE.
MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH.
THIS IS TOO MUCH YOU ARE SPOILING ME.
LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE.
I will blog again soon. Too excited to function. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2010|02:44 pm] |
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Okay. decided. want an ipod touch. not iphone. phone buy zerodollar one also can. I THINK SO AH I DECIDED. because iphone lag ah. and battery use up faster. i scramble freaK. i cant seem to peel my eyes open to wake up these days. it's like i have to physically reach out for ytd night's drink and splash/sprinkle on my eyes. haha okay post tak perlu bye. |
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| Ashtray Heart |
[Jan. 28th, 2010|02:22 pm] |
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PLACEBO - LIVE IN SINGAPORE. 18thmarch.
http://www.last.fm/event/1382164+Placebo+LIVE+In+Singapore
Tickets will be released on the morning of my birthday. How awesome. |
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| The Notebook |
[Jan. 9th, 2010|03:39 pm] |
"If you're a bird, I'm a bird." |
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[Jan. 7th, 2010|12:33 am] |
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| | RADIOHEAD | ] |
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| :D |
[Jan. 6th, 2010|12:20 am] |
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EH HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AH MAI!!!!!
HAHAHAHA FUCK KENTAL GILA.
I'll be 20 on 2nd feb! hahahaha k ah enjoy phuket bblove. |
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| insignificant. |
[Jan. 6th, 2010|12:19 am] |
Primary ones this year.
Afternoon session is awesome.
Waking up at 11 for WORK is good.
The kids are not bad.
Noone's shit/peed/puked/cried/asked for parents yet.
Floorball cca this year.
Okay that sums up school!
Other than that. I went to the states of msia twice this holidays. Lost my wallet in one. Fucking pissed. Because I bought a new wallet but lost my old one. Everything inside is gone. I don't know why I'm talking like this. Guess I'm just too lazy to type much. But at the same time, it's also because I'm using the desktop. And my brother is sleeping. The keyboard loud sia. Irritating.</p>Other other than that. SHAIK LUQMAN HAQIM IS USING MY FACEBOOK ACOUNT.
So anything annoying, stupid or bitchy is him.
Oh yes. New year's eve was nothing grand nor sociable. Cooped ourselves in the rooms of the top level of cineleisure and watched Year One. How siginificant. Resolution? STOP BEING CRANKY. START BEING NICE. EXCEPT TO PEOPLE WHO ARE BASTARDS. like..... sigh. |
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| Laughter |
[Dec. 30th, 2009|02:00 am] |
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I had this on my p4 ws for the Editing section.
Good for everyone else too!
"Laughter is a group thing. People generally do not laugh alone, excepting of course when watching the idiot box. To laugh, we need to feel safe, comfortable, open and free with people. We need to feel trusted and develop a stronger bond with that person or those persons. Laughter creates more laughter. It is rather like a feedback loop, laughter begets more laughter.
It is easy to laugh with our peers, as we want to be accepted, not singled out or different. Laughter has become such a social thing, although one would not think of it unless it was pointed out. "
I have assignments too, you know. |
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| HAPPY 18TH HAMAIZA |
[Dec. 29th, 2009|02:05 am] |
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I lazy want to upload just now's photos ah. So here they are! Our step cool photo!
Okay ah. Hope you enjoyed just now's prawning surprise! Finally 18. Do have sex or whatever you wanna do soon. Much much love.
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| KL |
[Dec. 29th, 2009|01:45 am] |
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| | alicia keys | ] |
AWESOME KL (SURPRISINGLY). Didn't expect it to be super awesome. I mean, it's just kl. Kl is overrated and there's nothing much there. But I guess the rule of "AMAZING COMPANY TRIUMPHS ALL" works all the time. Tested over and over again. :D
Eh but i lost my wallet which has my ic, atmcard, civilservicecard, $50, polaroid with the pig and cow, polaroid with isa, adult ezlink, student ezlink to get anything for student prices. No point ranting about it now.
But nevertheless, yay! :D |
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| CHALET |
[Dec. 22nd, 2009|01:03 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | mew | ] |
Okay. Awesome awesome awesome time at chalet. I want it again. Fucking crazy time. I love everyyyone.
feeling One Tree Hill. love this.
LOOKS REAL SIA. has nipples if you look closer.
awesome alia's and hamdi's 19th surprise birthday.
hahaha su and ahmad gila
hahahahaha
 
4hours worth of balloon blowing.
THIS IS VULNERABLE SHAIK. RARELY LIKE THIS. BUT THIS IS THE TIME YOU CAN DO ANYTHING TO HIM. ANYTHING AT ALL. HAHAHA.
I want my toilet to be a dreamland too~
HAHA. OKAY AH SORRY IF IT SLOWS DOWN YOUR PAGE. MUCH MUCH MUCH LOVEEEEEE! |
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[Dec. 19th, 2009|11:50 pm] |
CRAZY SHIT 3DAYS OF MY LIFE. HAHAHAHA.
AND I MISS EVERYONE ALREADYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok brb to post again. haha just too excited to do anything! |
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| Word challenge + Minesweeper |
[Dec. 12th, 2009|02:11 am] |
BECAUSE I AM A PSYCHO!
This is what I do when isa is asleep and I've got nothing to do! Yay! |
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| Led astray |
[Dec. 10th, 2009|01:23 am] |
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| | this charming man - the smiths | ] |
I think I'm getting just a tad bit too superficial.
And the only reason why I'm saying that is because I'm blogging lesser and lesser about my emotions and I have too many people to please. Oh yes, especially that.
When you are trying to please everyone (even those you don't fancy AT ALL), you tend to smile and make do with whatever you have to make them happy. But you know you yourself are unhappy. And that person might not even appreciate it.
Btw sidetrack, talking about appreciation, isa is the sweetest boy ever. I can feel his appreciation glowing from his body. It's like warmth. Mmmmm. It makes me feel like there's nothing more in life after you've seen a person glow like that! But then again, I thought about having my own babies. That'll take the light from any other glow I've seen in my life. I'm just imagining of course.
Ok back to unappreciative mahfuckers. So what is the point of making everyone happy? At the end of the day, you will just frown and wonder why you've even wasted your time.
Ah fuck this shit, I don't want to be superficial in that way. I mean, I don't mind being superficial like, to make myself happy. Like buy things = happiness. That kind of superficiality can be accepted by my standards. But being superficial to people is KILLING ME. But how. How do I do it. I reckon I'd just fuck the person and see if he/she retaliates. Just the other day, me and some other nameless souls (to protect their identity) made a list of LOST and LOSING FRIENDS. And that's when it hit us that we have a lot of friends we've lost. Is it proven then that we are not superficial after all? Because after all, I HATE YOU = YOU ARE OUT OF MY LIFE. And those under the Losing Friends are those whom you don't want to care about anymore, but you know you have to please them somehow.
THIS IS SOME CONFUSING SHIT.
But then again, it's subjective.
The subject of people and friends are so fucking profound. Someone, enlighten me.
Ok don't. I'm just gonna watch Love Actually and stone. Yay ^_^V~ |
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